This is the closest thing I have seen to explaining it. For anyone who wants my reasons. I still feel so guilty. The only difference is I didn’t think about it for longer and didnt dream of loving him. It just never regustered that what I was doing wasn’t harmless. I admit what I did was worse. Im forever grateful to my friends for stopping me at a point when I was far too scared to stop myself.

‘I never thought I would be the girl who sleeps with someone’s boyfriend and I can guarantee you it has never and will never happen again. ‘